My Zen Den

This picture pretty much says it all as far as the highlight of this past week. I LOVE these boys. We watch our grandsons Maddox (age 5)  and Nolie (age 2) on Sundays. We've really cut back on how often we watch them. There was a time that Dan was living w/ us (in Sleepy Hollow) and we saw them every Tuesday and every other weekend. Then Dan moved back in w/ Tasha and we moved to Huntley and now we see them only on Sundays. I don't know what the future holds for D&T. Right now, things are terrible between them and I'm not sure how they move on to the next "stage" since neither of them can afford their own place. And, still the children pay the price. Don't they always? I know mine did. You know HOW I know? Because Rosie tells me all the time the pain that was inflicted on her when her Dad and I divorced. She's pretty vocal about telling me how the poor decisions I made caused her "trauma". I respect her version of events. How can I not? If

Not using this as blog - just going to try to write short notes about what's happened today. I'm doing this for one reason and one reason only. So, I'll remember my life. I've had this MS now for 20 years and it's picking away at my cognitive abilities. But, it's the beginning of a new year AND a new decade and as I sit here looking back on past posts - I like what I'm reading. I like going back to a memory that, had I not written it down, I certainly wouldn't be smiling now..........of feeling angry (thanks potus). So, I'll use this a ledger of my activities from day to day. But, I should take the time to write about some of the major things that happened to me over the past decade, such as: Turning 50...........and then 60. Becoming a grandmother not once, but twice. (Surely there are some happy memories there.) My husband cheated on me. That was big. Didn't come close to destroying me but I won't lie and say it didn't burn.